Week things-thoughts.

So, what's up recently?

After the episode of mood disturbance (going down and down to the black hole) I maintained my strenght again. All I need to do is slowly practice to get better. Control bad thoughts. Do not let anxiety win.

And what helps?

Books, tea, shopping and people!

So, a random review of the week!

As a true woman I feel better when I look better, so I  tried again. At the same time I focused on accepting myself and that I am kind of pretty (if only for myself and my friends), that I don't need as much clothes as I have, that not every new trend looks good on me and I should try to find my own "classics".

And if there are things that need some improvement - try to improve!

For example ... my  nails. I focus on them, because their condition is really poor. So - no nail polish, no biting - just a foundation from Neil Tek and a good cream.

I have also:

+ signed into about.com newsletter of 30 days fitness challenge. Never exercised daily in my life. It might be a failure.

+ downloaded the water app that shows me if I drink enough water per day. Ups, just drunk a big mug of coffee and the percentage decreased :(

About shopping...

Of course I threw away 3 enormous bags of clothes, but today I couldn't help myself and bought some more... I know I done wrong, but I am happy anyway. Shoes make things different, aren't they?

Few days passed and I still have an open bookmark with costume blogs on my pc.

Reading whole site of Porcelanka, totally addictive.

I always loved historical fashion, but now my interest grew bigger and I think it might be for long.

But I don't promise, because I'm changable as the wind. And there is a wide road till I become an expert as the ladies from Krynolina are.

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Did some postcrossing crafting:

Baked (after a year without the oven!)

Met a true Lady:

Tried to BE a lady:

And celebrated my birthday!

With the most funny and gorgeous gift:

Thanks for reading, hope you don't mind the wild variety, chaos and mood swings of my posts.

N.

Colors of my July

Little things in the hell of a heat wave.

crafts

tiramisu from my boss ;)

the ugliest and the most favourite cat toy ever

inspirations

banana-chocolate flavor

Opole is also happy!!!

OPOLE, POLAND 

Do you know about this idea that some cities make their own version of "Happy" by Pharell Williams?

My city did, too! I'm surprise that there is so much positive energy in my hometown!

I share it with you to show you that not only american or famous european cities can be modern, positive and cool! On the last minute you can see a chorus conductor who was my teacher when I was at music school. She's fabulous. You can also see Opole's sport people, modern dance group and food bloggers who are very active in my city.

So, welcome to my world. Happy world as you can see;)) Tell me how you like it :))

A blog breakthrough

Well, I never did it before and didn't want because I can't. I can't pose, I don't have place and time to take outfit photos as good as yours. I don't have interesting outfits and I don't like myself. But today I felt so so so inspired by your blogs that I couldn't help myself and tried.
Maybe it's because this new skirt. I saw her yesterday on sale and fell in love. But unfortunately I have a debit on my account. I suffered all day, couldn't think about anything else - just that skirt, which I had to leave in the shop. It was crazy. But - for what else we have lovely boyfriends? We both have a total lack of money, but he hasn't got a debit yet so... Here it is, my lovely skirt MINE, MINE, MINE, MINE, MINE, MINE!!!

Well, and those outfit photos were a little gift for myself after almost ending well my exams:)

Hope for your comments!!!

Comfort and celebrated zone

Usually you want to be like a star because of their fame, money, beauty, gowns, voyages, friends... 

But when I looked at those photos I thought that yes, I want to be a star - because of their cosy little moments of being a normal, but somehow privileged to enjoy themselves, people. Want to feel comfortable, confident, relaxed, loved. 

Welcome to Instagram's world of comfort and happiness.

Kim Kardashian

Jaime King

Cameron Diaz

Drew Barrymore <3

Enjoy your week and find some good moments to relax.

Miserable Natalie and her week

I have mixed feelings about this week, as always. The beginning was quite promising - I felt loved and surprisingly, I suceed in reading texts for phonetique. Then, tired by exhausting days and people, not enough sleep, not enough eating, not calm enough I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a formless, miserable, messy girl. After a year of loosing weight because of anxiety I have put on 3 kg within a week. And it can be seen. I'm worried. My hair is pompous and lifeless at the same time. And today I had another proof that the harder I try, the more stupid I am. I mean my French. Almost five years of learning this language and I'm as bad as I was at the beginning. This is quite a shock for me, because I always was talented and had good marks.

AND NOW SOME IDIOTS ARE CLINKING AND MAKING NOISES OUTSIDE, MAKING ME FURIOUS. FUCK.

Yes, this is my common friday. Too many agressive thoughts and misery. I hate people. 

Sorry for that . The lovely bubble of inspiration of this blog has just bursed. 

Are there so good things to say?

Well, this week I've seen "Kate&Leopold" again with that adorable tune by Sting, which makes me melt with tender. By listening to this I almost feel like becoming a romantic, fragile and shy girl again. With lots of dreams.

I bought myself a nautitius bracelet. I into sea motives very much.

And I saw brilliant photos which can bring you back a little bit of faith that there is sense in the world, somewhere.

Elena Shumilova photography

And then I got Barcelona in a quiz What city should you actually live in?

I liked the choice. Wonder if I'll ever go there. For now it's just impossible to imagine with my fear of traveling.

You got Barcelona: 

You are a little bit of everything: half party, half pensive. You’re just  as happy out clubbing as you are spending a long dinner with friends. You’re known to have a unique taste in everything, and you’re proud of it.

Time to go back to studying before exams. Just to prove myself that those studies are senseless and that I'm not that smart I used to be.

Have a great weekend, try to relax and keep your fingers crossed for my poor fate.

And sorry for such a pathetic post.

We should say goodbye.

Yes, I know it's almost Christmas time and all you we want so see is snow, reindeers and bokeh effects. But it's sad when it's still autumn time in our calendars, all we do is think about winter. We had waited for golden autumn to come some months ago and it's cruel just to ignore her, not saying goodbye. And because I didn't publish here any set of my autumn's photos, I decided to do it now. Just to show some respect to nature's resources. And the autumn is one of them.

I'm lazy so some of them had a little effect-tuning, some of them not. Hope you enjoy it a little.

And the autumn lady to say goodbye to fallen leaves.

Wish you a good night, speak to me in comments.